I've done alot of things in my life. Made tons of mistakes, and learned from them all. I gotta learn things the hard way, or i don't learn them at all. I've been bless with having adhd, don't take the meds anymore, cause i don't see where having it is such a problem. As long as i'm focused on something that has my interest i'm off and running. Sure i drive alot of folks crazy, but what the heck. It goes with the territory. My ambition in life is to re-create every existing bow made to date. In between re-creating clients homes from the cliche too old-european. I do fresco, oldworld plaster, and Italian plaster/Venitian, for $. I love what i do, and do what i love. I love my wife and kids and another advantage of ADD is that you play like a kid. Just don't interupt me when I'm in my grove. I have to appologise almost daily for snapping when approached to handle something that diverts my attention from whatever it is i'm focused on at the moment. Usually bows, or books. Historical fiction and how-too-do-this-for-folks-who-haven't a clue books. I stay outdoors alot. Being in the woods is my church. I also study alot on zen. Well that's me in a nut-shell.